Does It Mean Anything?
Published Sunday, January 09, 2005 by Marcus | E-mail this post
So much to say and do and what to do when it all goes wrong, just like it did that time when I was thinking too much, too hard, way too hard, like a balloon in the sky, emerging from a hillside, catch the wind and the rain everything else and the pain. All thoughts disappear into an agony of misunderstanding, grasping like slippery grass, rolling around in the field, wondering if it will go away, disappear into the sky, never to be seen again except in dreams and memories of things that never happened, like those times when you wake up gasping for breath, on the virge of a revelation about the meaning of life.